I'm not scared for the first time in a long time....

and it is a very freeing feeling!

I had this realisation last night that i actually trust this process. I believe in it and i finally trust myself to not stuff this up. I can do this, i am doing well. I have done very thing right and there fore this will work. I have not found it easy every day, in fact the last 3 days (in the lead up to AF) have been really hard...but i made it through...and i made it through in style!

I trust that i will get pregnant, i trust that i don't need IVF, i trust that i am going to get pregnant after i fix my body via this naturopathic program.

So i can relax and just follow my current path, this is doable, i am strong and can do it. On my bad days, i will find the determination to battle through.

28 days down...56 more to go...oh oh...thats 1/3 down...yippee!