Back upright!

Ok, this is my first day of not feeling like shit with my new tonics...I have got it right!

Now, the trick...ignore the instructions to combine all those pesky tonics into one feral drink...nooo...don't do that! The trick is...to have them at least a few hours apart...and follow each dose with one or two plain kettle chips! Now, there is a new way. But it works!!

Sadly for me, I now have a cold...soo am still feeling a bit awful but certainly back on my positive plane of thinking again.

I have also come to realise...i am doing the right things...eating right, drinking enough (although sometimes 4 litres feels like a mountain), taking all my potions. I can hold my head high. ALso, I am happy and positive and excited about my future. I can be frustrated because this baby is taking so long to arrive, but that does not make me miserable. Everyone has good and bad days, and I am a normal person it that i do express these emotions. I will not accept that something in me is stopping this happening emotionally. I trust myself, my soul and my heart. I believe in myself, my marriage, my son, my family, my friends and my joy to carry me through this.

If it comes down to this not working, i will not have failed. I will have succeeded, in the face of much adversity. If this does not work, I will have laid the perfect foundation for IVF to work for us.

I am woman...hear me roar...well..hear me croak today...but i am doing it proudly!